Top of the World

 

By Bob Liddil

 

   In the summer of 1954, the year I turned seven years old, something wonderful happened. My Grandmother, who was raising me in the absence of parents, decided that I should learn how to be a better boy. It was not so much that I was the scourge of my neighborhood, though that was true, or even that she believed that I was quite possessed of a biblical type evil spirit, though that was true also. More, I believe it was, that I had successfully completed first grade, with a minimum of injury to my fellow students and she was looking for a little hedge, something that church and Sunday school seemed to be failing at. My Grandmother wanted me to learn discipline. That was how we came to board city transit bus number 13 for a trip downtown to the Boys' Department of the Columbia, South Carolina, YMCA.

   The place was noisy; as well you might expect a basement full of boys to be. They were everywhere. Some boys were playing checkers and some were playing shuffleboard. Some were madly chasing others and screaming at the top of their voices, while still others sat quietly in corners of the great room in which we all found ourselves. Knowing no one, I became one of the latter, choosing a quiet, conservative approach, knowing that my Grandmother was
nearby, just waiting for an opportunity to spit into a handkerchief to wash my face in front of all those strange kids.

   Soon, her business with the man in charge was over. I was summoned and given instructions to "behave myself," in a particularly quiet grandmotherly tone of voice that suggested a willow switch would await me if I did not. Then, she left me in the company of man and boys to learn the ways of the Young Men's Christian Association, with an emphasis on Christian because, as I have said, church was not working on me as well as she would have liked.

   "You wanna see something really neat?" A voice jolted me out of my daydream and I turned to face where it came from. It belonged to a boy my age, his hair dark, his eyes a deep coffee brown, his clothes a little wrinkled. He was smiling though, as he stuck out his hand and said, "My name's Buddy." Then he added as an afterthought, "You must be the new kid."

   Buddy Bell didn't have a shy bone in his body. He always spoke plainly, and usually made sense when he did. These were things I learned about him later. On this day though, he was a stranger, offering to show me something "neat."

   "Sure," I said and shook his hand as I'd been properly taught to do upon introduction. "What's up?"

   Buddy's eyes sparkled impetuously. "I know a secret place," he said, and led the way, not once looking back to see if I were behind him.

  We slipped out of the Boys' Department lobby by a side door opening into a dank smelling corridor that hummed and hissed of hidden machinery, quickly climbing three short steps to a closed elevator door. Buddy banged on the button to summon the car.

   I was already having second thoughts, but did not voice them. As the elevator door slid shut, my heart was in my throat and when Buddy punched the button marked 12, I died a little. Heights were my least favorite thing of all.

   That old elevator sounded like it would fall at any moment. It creaked and groaned as though it were carrying a circus fat lady and her husband, the strong man. It rattled and swayed and got my heart beating so fast that I thought it would surely jump out of my chest. Outwardly calm, inwardly panicking, I endured that ride all the way to the top of the world.

   The door finally opened and Buddy bolted out into the hallway before us. He vanished up a flight of iron steps, his footfall setting up a metallic clatter that caused me to look around to see if we were being heard. Quickly, I followed to the top and through an old wooden door into very bright August afternoon sunlight that stopped me in my tracks.

   We were on the roof of the YMCA, which at 12 stories tall was no slouch in height. What froze me though, was Buddy. A low brick wall, a couple of feet wide and about five feet tall ran around the edge of the building, enclosing what was the sunbathing area for the adult Y members. Buddy was standing on top of that wall, arms outstretched and laughing out loud, as a light breeze scattered his hair away from his eyes.

   He shouted, "You gotta try this!" Then, he rotated 180 degrees away from me, bent both his legs almost to a crouch and jumped.

   The instant between the time I clamped both hands in front of my eyes, and the time I heard him land, sneakers down in the crunchy gravel of the rooftop was more of an eternity than I have endured in all my lifetime of other experiences. It was not until I heard him giggling hysterically that I dared take them away again.

   "You should see yourself!' He cried through peals of laughter. "I though you were gonna pee your pants!"

   He had no clue knew how close that came to being true.

   I never had as close a friend as Buddy Bell, until dozens of years after my childhood's end. Every time he pulled that stunt on some hapless kid on that YMCA roof, our secret place, he scared me half to death. Never once - he moved away in 1960, was he able to get me onto that ledge. But together, we explored that building down to the last square inch. It kept no secrets from us at all.


(c) 2002 by Bob Liddil. All Rights Reserved